Drug Addicted

I hate this word
I hate this phrase, but he became :(

I don't want to tell detailed story about this.
He told me that he would be the best husband in the world, would do anything for me but I must allow him 1 pill every Saturday night.
I was idiot and I agreed, I loved him too much to lose him

Every Saturday he was going to different night clubs, drinking some pills, some cocktails, mushrooms, LSD & he was happy.
Sometimes I was going with him, drinking a lot to forget that my husband is becoming drug addicted.

And soon I understood that I was pregnant.
I was afraid, become I already didn't believe in my husbands health.

I AM WRITING ALREADY 9 DAYS
I WONDER, IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE READING ME?
AREN'T YOU?
SOMEBODY?
ANYBODY?