Next Saturday

The whole week I was trying to forget these pills ...
But i couldn't, intuition or something inside me was giving SOS signals

Many times I was stopping working and searching in internet information about these pills.

Next Saturday Etien asked me again to go to night club. I agreed ...

We went to that club where he was last week. A lot of young people. loud music, crazy sounds, alcohol, smoke of cigarettes, drunk people. All these made me feel inconvenient.

I started drinking cocktails, i wanted to feel something common with the people around me.
We were sitting in comfortable armchairs, drinking some kinds of cocktails, just tasting them, I never loved alcohol. The young waiter was serving us, which was talking with Etien just like a friend. They even shacked their hands when met each other. The waiter was very young, I was confused how could Etien know him so close. I asked and he answered that Bill, the young waiter was a cousin of Daniel.
Approximately 1 hours after, I felt a bit drunk and had real good mood and the loud music was calling me to dance floor. I asked Eti tu dance, he agreed, we danced a lot, the evening was really great, I felt myself wonderful, I was very soft, I could dance the whole night, I liked the drunk situation. Etien went to toilet, he came bacl soon with Bill again. I was joking: "Oh, you became so close friends that you go to toilet together?". They laughed. Etien took me in hands and started turning me around. I felt crazy and I liked this too much.
But after several minutes I felt the same look of Etien as last Saturday.
He was very active and energetic again ...

I understood, he took the pills again. The tears came to my eyes, and I felt something like knife in my heart. It was really hurt. He promised - not to do this again.
He did it again :(
The wonderful evening finished with great disappointment ...

I took my bag and ran out ...
This was the worst evening for last several years in my life ...